LoNg bLoggY tImE….

Well well…. So many work to do dat i’m too bz to update my bloggy… as requested by nomis…better update abit hehe… let’s see… project after project…wat else… oh ya exams… my home is extremely not conducive to study…haiz…. due to the high rates of dengue..my dad decides to restructure the roof and remove the gutter and attempt to prevent any mosquito breeding..dats nice..but y now? haiz…when exams are coming and it will take one month…which is the start of my exam, haiz…how to study?! And projects are all so screwed up it seems….other than 205 is already sort of completed… haiz…
The networking nite is finally over… feels weird… like they are so out of my reach… dunno will anyone take me… really feel lousy…. Esp when they ask.. “so where are u going for PA?” it really sux when everyone ard you say one of the big 4 name… and I was like telling them the place… felt totally ignored… not as if I dun wanna go u noe… juz dat I wasn’t given a chance… I really dunno…. I think I beginning to have inferior complexity esp since I realize my sisters are better in everyway…maybe I should open my own store… and become an “entrepreneur” ….was thinking of a concept …(min sure noe one right?! Our partnership plan wif bili..hehe) shall keep a secret… otherwise no longer new liaoz….actually did thot of acting…but guess i’m not cut out… tho pple say maybe I can… so I very drama… how true??? I dunno…

and one more thing… my fren asked me to join the hsbc management career forum with her…which u need to fill a whole long list of grades and stuff and mini essay…which accumulates and is longer than the PA ones we filled… phew after much effort… juz hafta wait for their invitation to go…. Few days back…received the invitation… asked my fren… she say she diden have and was quite unhappy dat they did not invite her… was saying how lousy she was and dat they reject her… heard her say this sort of thing for many times on thurs…. well her grades r gd… eca are not bad… she dun hafta worry actually…her grades are far beyond mine… well… realized no one joined and the event is juz b4 my 311 presentation… and the programme offered seems tough and have more than 10 rounds of interview… and heard the stress is there and u need lots of determination and perseverance which is the main focus of the mini essay… guess I’m not cut out to do it… but was rather surprise they invited me… guess my crapping skills improved… well…I decided not to attend after much (really a lot) of thots… guess I still prefer systematic things…. banking is probably too dynamic tho I kinda have a weird liking for banks.. probably I’ll try to apply in future if after I graduated the big 4 rejects me bahz…. also dunno y I’m in accounting… really dunno wat I want in my career….

Back to frenz… hmmm…

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i have frenz who are either those dat I drift quite badly… bz with their own stuff or even totally no chance to meet due to difference in timetable and bz-ness of work….. as for my jc frenz… really glad they are still my gd frenz tho we dun have much chance to meet and tok… ade… u are still my goody fren hehe… and min… tho we dun really see each other much… but still tink u noe how impt u r to me k… really hope after exams we can catch up… u r so bz and tired… muz take care k…

Family….hmmm… my da jie seems to be getting abit closer and closer to us as compared in the past… dats gd…but she can really be pain in the neck… always out to irritate me… her fetish… her hobby I guess…my er jie is still as bz as ever… hmm… hope she does not drift too far… guess my mum will really miss her… coz she is part of our trio.. but well she does try to be back but the time she spent in her “niang jia” is much lesser than my da jie… life… really dunno wat happens next… hope mine will be fine… tho quite sick of my inability to do well in academic.. due to my low memory and understanding cells in my mal-nutrition brain which is the leftover of my sisters… no wonder as my mum gives birth to more… they get less and less smart… I’m the last child… probably dat explains it all….well juz hafta face up reality… probably I shd really consider acting… crap…

Extras to add: thx nomis for ur charger gift that is coming hehe… best buddy man…. And marky…thx for ur lucky crackers…was starving and it came in handy during my trip home *evil grinz*